Homesick

I've had the last three days off of work, and while that seems like a good thing- it isn't. The more time I spend at the apartment the more I realize that it's not "home" yet. I miss the routine of home, my family, my friends, and my car. I hate having to rely on other people to take me where I need to go. I want to be able to call this place home but I don't know if I will ever be able to do that :-/ I love my roommate and most of the people I live with, but it's not home. I know that I need to stick with this experience- it will always be with me and forever apart of me but right now all I really need it a hug. I don't want to have time on my hands- it allows me to focus and think about what I'm missing at home right now. I just need to keep busy- not allowing myself to focus on home.